Black-Eyed Susan

Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I am so sick and so sad and so so fat. All I want to do is retreat inside of myself and knit.

I have some sort of viral congestive grossness disease. This is a terrible time for this to happen. I have so many things due this week it’s not even funny. Tomorrow is my Spanish oral exam and I don’t even know if I can speak.

This really sucks. 

I’ve already skipped one class today, I might as well skip my next class too.

Good-bye, world, I’m going to wallow until I am obligated to meet with my Spanish oral exam partners.

I don’t feel like I’m getting any studying done tonight.

Ugghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

I have two tests in a row tomorrow. But I just don’t feel like studying at all. I just want to lay in bed and scroll in the deep on Tumblr and listen to my Phineas and Ferb playlist.

Why am I even in school? Oh yeah, I forgot. I have no real skills.

I also haven’t worked out in a week because I’ve had a cold. I feel like a blob creature or some sort of pudding beast.

Juts leave me to die in a pile of pastries and pizza.

I’m so exhausted and I have yet to actually do anything today.

It is only the third day of MWF classes

and I am already incredibly unmotivated.

At least it’s Friday!

I am not looking forward to class.

I hung out with Katie and co. until 2 am, so I feel like shit. Also I still have no idea what I’m writing my compare and contrast essay on. Whatever we have to do in class today I BS’d completely. Hopefully we won’t do partner work in class, but I know in my heart of hearts that we will. Why do English teachers always make you do partner work? I thought that ended in high school.

So far these are today’s plans:

• English (suffer through)
• Math (read book throughout class, relearn material later)
• Food (as long as it doesn’t interfere with my next point)
• EXTREME NAP aka highlight of my day
• Gym (as long as I’m well rested enough)
• Math homework
• Write rough draft of paper
• EXTREME SLEEP

Ughhhhh. I’m just so, so tired. If this was a regular semester I would definitely skip on a day like this. Oh well.

Edit: today was awesome.

Well, not totally awesome, but still much better than I anticipated. I was checking my e-mail during English (which was unbearable) and math was canceled. 

Also my math homework that was due tonight isn’t due until tomorrow!

You best believe that after English I went back to my dorm and EXTREME NAPPED for like 4 hours. It was truly amazing. Then I woke up and got ready for the gym. On the way there I went by the post office and guess who had a package from home FULL OF RED VINES???

ME! THIS GIRL DID!

U JELLY?

Hoooraaaayyy!

But… now I have to work on my paper. :( My paper that I still have NO IDEA WHAT THE FUCK I’M DOING IT ON.

AHHHHHH.

Time for bedfordshire.