NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I DEFINITELY HAVE TO BUY NEW BOOTS NOW.
Ugghhhhhhhhhhh
Life is ridiculous right now.
Ridiculous.
I have so much work to do. And just when I think it’s done, more work falls out of Narnia and makes me smell of fail. I’ve also caught some sort of disease from my roommates and friend, so I’m busy fighting that off as well. OH and I have this HUGE ZIT on my chin. It is gross and I wish my chin would just fall off.
I have all of these lovely books to read and all of this delicious tea to drink, but no. No happiness and joy for me. Just schoolwork.
At the moment I am finishing this Roman Civilization paper that’s due at 11 (oops). I like the people in the class- especially this one guy who sits in front of me, he has these tattoos on his legs and he’s so smart.
(Although I’m sure he has no idea that I even exist. Or if he does he thinks I’m gross, because I am rather gross.)
CHRIST, I JUST NEED THIS CREDIT. The professor acts like we’re all classics majors. WHY.
Off to finish the paper.
Realizing you actually hate someone for the first time in your life and blocking them on every possible social networking site feels a lot better than expected.
Actually, it feels pretty good.
YEAH-UH.
I’ve only been studying for a couple of hours and I’m already sick of it.
Is it Thanksgiving Break yet?
Monday morning.
Wake up.
Shower.
Check weather channel.
RAIN.
Hair senses humidity and goes retarded.
Not a good way to start off the day.
WHAT SHOULD I DO.
I made a post about this some time ago.
My ex-boyfriend’s birthday is Saturday. It’s been roughly five months since the break-up and we’re still pretty good friends. I did buy him a gift, although it’s nothing special and has like zero sentimental value.
I’m not trying to win him back. That would be silly and illogical at this point. However, we’ve been in each other’s lives for 4+ years now and it feels wrong not getting him something.
Should I just forget the gift and give him a card? I don’t want him to take this the wrong way. And since he instigated the break-up I don’t want to seem like I’m some pathetic, stupid spinster ex.
I’m sure he wouldn’t take it that way— he knows me really well— but I just don’t want it to come off that way, you know?
His birthday is also on game day so I will inevitably see him in the Grove and he will expect me to wish him happy birthday. Of course I won’t give him his gift at the Grove (if I give it to him at all); oh God, that would be humiliating. What do I do?
Ugghhhhhhhhhhhh LIFE
Going to work out even though I don’t feel like it and my face is a pustule wasteland.
Ugghhhhhhhhhh.
It is only the third day of MWF classes
and I am already incredibly unmotivated.
At least it’s Friday!
Breakouts.
For the past week and a half I have been having the worst breakout ever. It’s all over my chin and on the side of my face. I mean, it is BAD. And my skin, which is normally combination skin, has been incredibly oily.
I haven’t touched the zits at all. I wash my face and apply cream but that’s it. I’ve even stopped wearing make up.
GO RUIN SOMEONE ELSE’S LIFE YOU UNTIMELY PUSTULES FROM HELL.
You probably come from the same horrific level of Hell as dumpster bees, boys, raccoons, “Ode to Billie Joe”, and rape.
GO. AWAY.
I can’t wait until my class ends today
because when it does I am going to sleep until Sunday.
There is a massive heat advisory until 10 PM TUESDAY.
I walk across campus to class and the gym at like 12, when the heat is the strongest.
Shit.
At least my room is freezing cold.
In other news, I FINALLY finished my paper. If you are thinking about taking summer classes, DON’T. DO. IT.
You will regret it.
Also, don’t go to college. Become a blacksmith, join the circus, travel, eat yourself into a coma, ANYTHING ELSE.
